all night.

I will never be, I will never be tall, no
And I will never be, never ever be sure of it all
Oh, why is the world so cruel to me
When all, all I ever want to be is anything I'm not

Anything I'm Not ~ Lenka

Can't believe it's the last day of the year already. Ian has already left. Trixie, Wui Yang and Aaron are leaving tomorrow. Jia Lik is leaving on Sunday. And I start college on Monday.

So yeah, one last dinner tonight before the rest leave.

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leave it all behind.

I watch youtube a lot. I won't deny it.

Below are some of the top youtubers and my opinion of them.

Fred.
Generally I think he's really annoying. But some people love him. Can't stand the thing he does with his eyes where he looks completely retarded. Basically most people who watch his videos either love or hate him. No in between.

Nigahiga.
Their new videos are pretty good. Old ones not so. They do lots of parodies and stuff.

Smosh.
I think their new videos aren't really good. Could be due to the fact that they're busy with college. Old videos are quite good. Creative.

Kevjumba.
His rants are quite funny. His dad is funny too!! AND he's cute. Haha.

Happyslip.
This woman is MAJORLY talented. Her acting skills are seriously good. You should watch all her videos. I know I have.

Other youtube channels I watch

whatthebuck(His opinions on the latest gossip is amusing at times), sxephil(Not a big fan of him but sometimes he's funny), hooking up(It's a webseries that started out quite bad but got better as episodes went by. Season 2 starting in Jan I think), community channel(She's like the top Australian youtuber. Only watch if nothing better to do.), venetian princess(She's quite talented cause she does everything herself in her videos. Watch and you'll understand), davedays(Obsessed with Miley Cyrus!! But he sings pretty well) and finally JamesatWar(His parodies are good.)

Also as you all know I'm a major Dramione shipper so obviously I watch lots of fan made videos.

Some of the good ones

Arabella18. smokeyfizz. belxf. Sirrah78.

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from that ledge.

Wow, it feels like I've been out so much this past week.

Ian's farewell then Wui Yang's and finally Jia Lik's.

Can't believe that everyone's leaving in less then a week.

Jia Lik's farewell was pretty fun. Or rather pretty funny if you were there.

Time seriously passes way too fast. In 2 days time it'll be a new year already. And then Trixie and Jia are leaving. And not coming back for at least half a year.

College starts in exactly one weeks time. And you know what I'm most afraid of? That I've forgotten how to make friends. I mean yeah a lot of people I know are going to Taylor's Hartamas but how many of them will be taking the same subjects as me for A-Levels. Everyone's taking science subjects and there I am taking absolutely none eventhough I've been a science student for 2 years.

So yeah, what if I don't know how to make friends with those people in my class????

How???

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too not over you.

Went to 1U with Trixie and Jessie just now. We watched Yes Man.

It was a pretty okay movie. But it had a bad ending. Could have been better.

Then we went to Wui Yang's for his 'open house'/farewell.

On another note,

Here are a few things that I saw on a group on Facebook which I found pretty funny and true. Not going to post all but here's a link to the group.

You know you've been in Malaysia too long when...

1. You've got a variety of lah, mah, meh, lor etc. in your vocabulary and use them constantly.

5. You forgot why piracy is supposed to be bad when it's apparent how good it is.

8. Your local friends complain they can't get any pork at their university and you fully understand.

13. There are more lanes of cars than there are actual car lanes, and you are one of the people, happily driving in the emergency lane.

25. You find yourself in foreign countries asking for 100+ and are shocked when you can't get it, then experience severe withdrawal symptoms.

30. You have actually seen the mysterious 2RM note.

37. Purple balls hanging from a 5 story christmas tree no longer look unusual.

38. Gardenia tastes "so good, you can even eat it on its own".

39. You say "I'm on my way" and really mean "I'm just getting into the shower." Upon arriving 20 minutes late, you blame it on the traffic.


Those are some of my favourite ones.

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burning candle.

Sheesh. I hate it when people take offence at the slightest thing.

All I said was that it would be better for me to follow the transport instead of you taking me there considering you don't even know where the freaking place is.

P.S There are only two people that I would get pissed off at. So it's obvious who I'm talking about.

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24 hours.

You know how wearing a ring on your fourth finger of your left hand means your married?

Well if you wear a ring on the fourth finger of your right hand it means you'd prefer not to marry.

Bet you didn't know that did you.

So what rings on other fingers?

Here is what it means:

Thumb: Single and not looking.

Pointer: Single and looking.

Middle: Engaged/In a relationship and not looking.

Fourth: Married.
Pinky: Open relationship/Divorced.

These all apply for the left hand only. Don't know bout the right hand.

Went for a Christmas party last night at Amanda's new house. Not Amanda Ooi, Amanda Chua. My neighbour when I was living in Hartamas. Li Khim came too. Nice to catch up with them. We all haven't really changed much.

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can't give up.

Just got back from Ipoh.

It seems to me that I spend less and less time there every year for Christmas. I used to go back once school holidays started and only go back after Christamas. Then as years went on I'd go there a week before Christmas. But now, go on Christmas Eve and then come home on Christmas morning.

Every year my grandmother will set up the Christmas tree and I used to help her decorate it. But now she doesn't want to do it anymore cause obviously she's getting old. Then my uncle said that she'd stop putting up the Christmas tree when I get taller than it.

HAHA. I told him that she'd have to put it up forever then. Seeing as I don't think I'm going to grow much more.

Anyway,

for Mamma Mia. It was good but I thought the movie was better.

I mean, how can you beat the movie when they have Meryl Streep AND Pierce Brosnan in it??? But the guy who played Sky in the musical was better looking. Also, the guy who played Harry Bright looked VERY similar to Colin Firth who plays Harry in the movie.

Overall it was pretty good but the only thing that spoilt the night was that it was at Istana Budaya. Like seriously, the parking there is HORRIBLE!!!! We had to park so far and walk to the place. The place is supposed to be a cultural centre but they have horrible planning. Don't they ever think of the women who'd be all dressed up and in heels?? They don't even have a valet service. So if you're planning to go to Istana Budaya for a show and need to park, DO NOT wear heels.

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best shot.

Will update on Mamma Mia and SJMC and Christmas in Ipoh when I get back.

Until I get back tomorrow,

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!

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the show.

Just when I thought I was done with BM I have to endure more of it.

Why??

Well, it's to get my licence.

I've finally registered at a driving school. Yew's Driving School. Recommended by Kimberly who got to know of it from Cedric. So yeah, going for the 5 hour Undang class thing on Sunday.

After that my dad dropped my off at Mid Valley for a 6M reunion. After 5 years of leaving Kuen Cheng we still have reunions. About 20 of us showed up with only 5 guys. Weird right? I mean, out of 40+ people at least 20 were guys but only 5 of them showed up for the reunion. It was fun. After all these years I'm going to see some of them next year cause we're going to the same college. Most of them haven't changed much physically wise.

Girls only.

I probaby should have taken more pictures. But lazy la.

Two teachers came! Chen lao shi and Huang lao shi. Standard 4/5 and 3 homeroom respectively. Chen lao shi even invited all of us to her house for CNY.

Nice to catch up with everyone. Hope this tradition continues on.

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maybe it's just me.

I like Demi Lovato's new song + music video.

It's called Lala land.

Lala Land by Demi Lovato

And you know what??

Robert Pattinson cut his hair!!!

Shocking I know. But maybe he was getting tired of his greasy hair that looked like it exploded.

Only pic is from Perez Hilton so go there to get a look at his new hair.

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strange and beautiful.

So yesterday Trixie, Melissa, Pui Yi, Aleena, Hooi Shan, Jia Lik and Amanda came over.

The barbeque was pretty entertaining.

Word of advice:

NEVER make Melissa angry. Or she'll totally whack you on the head. HARD.

Haha. You see we had prawns. And they were very much alive that when we put them on the barbeque they jumped right off. So how did we kill them??

Melissa whacked them on the head.

Then everyone except Aleena and Hooi Shan slept over.

As usual we all only slept at 4-ish. Lots of retardedness.






4 new videos on youtube for me to watch. All uploaded on the 19. See my birthday so special.

Such a youtube addict.

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more than that.

I don't feel any different.

Officially 17.

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bit by bit.

A Christmas Cantata

Date: 20th & 21st December 2008

Time: 8.30p.m.

Venue: Trinity Methodist Church Petaling Jaya

Be there!!!

I'm going on Sunday night.

Times passes way too fast. To think that I'll be 'old' tomorrow.

Okay, not really old. But seriously, turning 17 makes me feel way old.

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loose ends.

Another exam to add on to the list of exams I'm taking next year.

Grade 8 ballet.

Usually people would have more time after SPM ends but I find that I have less time.

Sigh.

Anyway, to occupy my time I've been organising my album covers in iTunes.

So that means for all my songs I label it correctly and find the right cover to use. It's quite tiresome but I don't really like seeing empty covers on my iPod.

So yeah, I'm up to the letter 'K'. On artists.

Halfway done!!

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green apple lollipop.

Beyoncé has the song called 'If I Were A Boy' right?

Well here's a version someone else did.

It's called 'If You Were A Boy'. Basically the same song from a male perspective.

If You Were A Boy by Shawn Stockman.

Lyrics are as follows:

If you were a boy you`d understand
How it feels when she says your best ain`t good enough
And you know you are doing all that you can

You`d go to the bar, drink a few shots of patron
Just so you can deal with a woman
That makes you feel unwanted in your own home

If you were a boy you would finally see
How it`s so frustrating when your woman
Tries to change a man she knew you would be
You listen to her but wonder “does she listen to me”
Maybe then you`d understand being a man
Is much harder than you believe

If you were a boy you will notice right away
You could be so unkind if i change my mind
So unforgiving when i make a mistake (yes you do)
Then you found you have to laugh when the coins flip on it`s back
She looks in your eyes with selfish pride and says
“I am a girl and I am allowed to do that” (aint that some shit)

If you were a boy you would finally see
How it`s so frustrating when your woman
Tries to change a man she know you would be
You listen to her but wonder “does she listen to me”
That`s for sure, the girl you live with aint always as sweet as she believes

I am the one who is there for you when you are emotionally weak
Only when you are the strongest when the world is allowed to see
I see all the imperfections, i see all the flaws when that make up comes off

If you were a boy, you'd understand

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million times.

Went out again today.

With the Galileo people. Trixie, Pui Yi, Nabil, Jun Lin, Chien Wen, Malcolm, Jien Yoong and Richard.

Watched 'The Day The Earth Stood Still'. I quite liked the movie but it fell below expectations. It was way too short. Only 1.5 hours. And in no part of the movie did it show the earth 'staying still' so I don't get the title.

And basically the MORAL of the story is:

Save the earth!!!


Or the aliens will come and get you.

An incident happened that involved falling and blood dripping. But the said person doesn't want the story getting out so you'll just have to figure out who I'm refering to.

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ice ice.

Yesterday was an interesting day.

Got my first iPod. Present from my aunty. 8GB Blue iPod Nano.

Drove for the first time.

And I didn't crash!!!

I almost did but my dad steered me away. And I've got to say, it scares the hell out of me. The not knowing how much to turn my steering wheel. I drove so slowly and everytime I braked it was akward. But after the 5th round I got better.

Went out today with the 'original crew' to quote Trixie. Haha. *It means Pui Yi, Melissa, Trixie, Hooi Shan and me* Andrew joined us for the movie though. We watched Bolt in 3D. The movie was not bad. Bolt was SO CUTE!!! I like Mittens too.

On another note,

Why did I agree to so many exams next year?? Now I have to do G7 theory and practice for G8 piano and G4 violin. (Yes I know my violin very low but it's my first exam!).

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nothing but.

Something strange happened a few days ago.

The church I attend got ROBBED.

Yes you read it right. Three guys came and stole from the church.
Of all the places to rob they rob a church.

Information from the church bulletin:

On Tuesday 9th December 2008, our church office staff, Keat and Mas, experienced a traumatic experience of being robbed by three individuals armed with knives. Praise God they were only bruised. However, as a consequence, all the cash and cheques collected on the day of the Food and Fun Fair as well as the Sunday collection of offerings and pledges were taken by the robbers.


I have heard about a couple more details but not sure whether it's reliable information or not. So you'll have to make do with the 'official' statement. Haha. So police-ish.

BTW, my church is Trinity Methodist Church, Petaling Jaya.

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dead or alive.

Okay, supposedly Taylor Lautner is going to be replaced with Michael Copon.

He played someone in OTH and was Blue Ranger in Power Rangers when he was younger.

However I know him from Bring It On 4.

Michael Copon. Pretty cute right?

I don't mind actually. Cause they'll be replacing

this,










with
this.

At least he's older. 10 years older than Taylor Lautner to be exact.

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on one hand.

While clearing out my cupboards I stumbled across a book. Not a storybook mind you but a notebook filled with information. And let me tell you that while I was re-reading it I laughed so much!! Won't tell you what's in it but I will tell you why there was such a book.

You see, the book has information about me when I was in Form 1. Trixie should know what it is. And Pui Yi too but she doesn't read this blog. And by information I mean likes, dislikes and favourites. For all this info was sort of 'collected' for the eyes of someone.

Let's go back to Form 1. Btw, I'm way over this so I'm fine with everyone knowing the choices I made in Form 1 and why I made them. Haha, sounds so serious.

Well, when I was in Form 1 there were two guys. Okay, I'm not going to tell you who but if you knew me then it should be pretty obvious who I'm talking about. So guy A and guy B liked me back then. The 'collected' info was for guy A. He talked to my friends and made them ask me questions bout myself which they then proceeded to record in said book. Obviously that meant that my friends were in support of guy A. Meanwhile guy B did nothing.

Blah, blah, blah more boring details bout how guy A attempts to talk to me online and through SMS. Yet again, guy B does nothing.

When the time came for me to choose I obviously chose guy A right? But you know what? I actually liked guy B. Yes I admit it. I liked guy B better but chose guy A just because I could talk to guy A and guy B was a chicken to quote from the book.

5 years down the road. I don't talk to guy A much anymore and guy B hasn't changed. Of course the only difference is that now all my friends support guy B. But I don't like him anymore.

I'll let you in on a little secret. If guy B had asked me, I would have said yes. *This refers to if he had asked me a question this year. *

And I'm only posting it now because everything is over. And noone is allowed to make any references to this incident anymore. I can go on to college in peace!!

Also, it's after prom already.

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did i call you?

Update on Twilight.

As most of you know, Catherine Hardwicke the director of Twilight will not be working on the New Moon. This is because she wants more time to plan the movie out so that it will be better for everyone. But the people at Summit want to release the movie as soon as possible so that they can make as much money as possible before the recession really kicks in. Okay, that may not be the case but it's more likely than anything.

The director for New Moon has been chosen already.

Chris Weitz. He's the director of the Golden Compass.

I hope he makes the movie better. Seeing as I didn't really enjoy that movie I don't really know what to expect for New Moon. Oh well, guess I'll just have to wait till next year to see.

New Moon is scheduled to be released in either late 2009 or early 2010. *Some places say that New Moon will be released on November 20. But I don't know how trustable these sources are.*

On another note,

Taylor Lautner might not play Jacob Black anymore.

This is because the people at Summit think he looks too young to play a love interest opposite Kristen Stewart. Which is true considering Taylor is only a year younger than me. 16 with such a drool worthy body and they don't want him. How sad.

I don't really mind as I do agree he is too young. As long as the actor they pick is good looking enough with a hot body. If I have to sit through a 2 hour movie that has a lot of Jacob I might as well have some eye candy to look at.

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turn it up.

A couple of moths ago I blogged about how Centre Stage 2 was coming out in November and how I thought the storyline sounded pretty cliched.

Well I just watched the movie last night and I must say I liked it very much.

Instead of the usual storyline where the girl is a ballerina who falls in love with a hip hop dancer, this movie has the guy being the ballet dancer and the girl who doesn't get into ABA(American Ballet Academy). Pretty good movie with some awesome dance scenes.

I liked the chemistry between the two leads. Rachele Brooke Smith and Kenny Wormald.

Rachele Brooke Smith.
(She's WAY talented dancing wise. She can do Ballet, Disco, Hip Hop, Tap, Line, Tango, Modern, Salsa, Break, Ballroom, Club/Freestyle, Swing AND she has green eyes.)

Kenny Wormald.
(He's actually a hip hop dancer so you gotta give him props for acting as a ballet dancer here.)

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you have stolen my heart.

Brief recap of prom.

Night started out with all of us having to move from our seats because somebody messed up the seating chart and didn't bother to check before ushering everyone to their seats. Not a good note mind you.

Luckily the first act of the night was good enough. What was the first act? Well, I'd tell you that from far in the dark it looked like a few VERY HOT WOMEN dancing in obscene clothes to Pussycat Dolls songs. Upon a closer look it's more like WOMEN without the WO. Haha. Transvestites!!!!! They were quote good and they even went up to some of the boys and danced up against them during the song. Scarred for life I tell you. And the thing is, some people only found out they were guys after the emcees announced it later in the night.

Other acts of the night were 3 bands and 2 dances. Not bad as far as I'm concerned but nothing to shout about. The mentalist wasn't that great either.

Awards given out that night:

Best Dressed Male:
Kenneth. (Only guy in a white suit. Paired with the green tie he reminded everyone of either a leprechaun or The Joker.)

Best Dressed Female:
Shu-Hui. (Her dress was so short!!! But she had the legs to pull it off.)

Best Couple:
Aleena & Greg. (Not much to say here.)

Prom King:
Greg. (Guess who's prom queen?)

Prom Queen:
Aleena. (Proving why they deserved the best couple award.)


Pictures up as soon as I'm done with Photoshop.

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step one.

I have highlights!!

Red ones.

But not like Trixie's. Mine's more subtle.

It's there. You just can't see it.

Pretty obvious from the top though.

Nice right?

Prom is in one day's time.

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hello trouble.

So after church went out with Jia Lik, Pui Yi and Trixie to Mid Valley.

To go accessory shopping. Managed to get the stuff that we wanted.

Watched a movie after that.

Pretty good movie. As usual we were the only people who laughed so much. Sometimes I wonder whether being from KDU has made us develope a different sense of humour.

Another thing that made the movie so well worth the watch.

Alex Pettyfer!!!!

Hot!

Don't you dare deny it.

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someone to love.

The Haunted House today went as well as could be expected.

All those involved.

Managed to raise around RM700.

And look what I got!!!

Cute no? It's a hand painted rock.

Just guess how much a I paid for it. Leave your guesses in the comments if you want.

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be your standing ground.

I was so totally going to upload pictures today but instead I was busy.

Busy doing what you may ask?

Preparing a haunted house.

For my church's food and funfair. It's sort of an event in conjunction with TMC PJ's 50th Anniversary next year. All proceeds will be donated to charity.

So yeah, the haunted house is going to be really awesome. I hope.

I feel like I have absolutely no time to just lay back and do nothing this week. Will be busy with the food and funfair tomorrow. Then on Sunday going out with the others to go accessory shopping. Monday will most likely be spent clearing out all my school stuff and the prom's on Tuesday.

How time flies!!

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it's you.

Back from Hong Kong last night at 12 midnight. By the time I got back it was 1.30a.m.

No updates today as I have to upload the pictures.

So stay tuned for my post on Macau & Hong Kong.

P.S. Shopping there wasn't so great.

P.P.S New header!! Will change it at least once a month I think.

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