get up and go.

Sometimes I think falling love can be equated to falling into a black hole.

That once you're near it, there's no turning back. It's just a one way road to self destruction.

But then again, that could be the cynical part of me speaking.

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i was smiling.

Hmm, you know how sometimes there are words which you don't know the exact meaning to but seem to know when to use it?

Well, the perfect example of that is the phrase 'sam pat' or '38' of you prefer.

It's like no one knows the definition for it. I even asked my parents but they don't know either.

Here's my definition of it. See whether you agree.

Definition of 'sam pat' or '38'

1. De kong mei shi zhuo. Haha, in other words nothing better to do.
2. Kepoh. Or rather, nosy.
3. Must always have the last word.
4. No shame.

So what do you think??

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start a company to make misery.

Eh, if anyone can download the song 'Sweet sweet sleep' by Ian Ball, please tell me!!!!

So looking for that song but can't seem to find it.

I've just finished watching October Road and I must say it's pretty good.(Thanks Sean for lending it to me! =D).

The storyline may not seem very ground breaking but the script is well written. In my opinion that is. The conversations that the cast has is both funny yet witty at times so that keeps me happy. AND, the soundtrack is nice. Downloaded a couple of nice songs.

However, I'm so disappointed that it was not renewed for a third season. Like there just left season two at such a cliffhanger. Even the 10 minute 'finale' that they filmed to sort of close the story was not satisfactory. I mean, how many issues can you really resolve in ten minutes of screen time?? Argh....I want another season.

And you know, my semester exam is in exacly one months time.

Ah well. Off to do some drawing! Haha. For lit class that is. Ms. Anne gave us homework to draw out the first scene from "A View From The Bridge: by Arthur Miller. Despite being in the arts stream I have absolutely NO artistic talent so it's going to be quite a bit of work to getting the set nicely drawn.

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october road.

Stripe day today!!!

Haha. Not on purpose though. It just so happens that there were quite a number of people wearing striped tops today.

Anyways, Lucas drove to college today. And yes, I am alive and in one piece =P.

BUT guess what happened to the parking ticket??

No prizes for guessing.

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strictly business.

I was just watching the movie "He's just not that into you" and I'd have to say I quite liked the movie. Definitely the star studded cast helped but the conversations that happened in the movie seemed pretty realistic and not the usual "and they lived happily ever after" kind.

At one point Gigi(Ginnifer Goodwin) yells at Alex(Justin Long) about how she's glad that she's naive rather than be cynical about love like him. And this got me thinking. Is it really better to be naive than cynical?

Wouldn't you be subjecting yourself to more heartache and humiliation if you were naive? Or would it better to be cynical and risk the fact that you may never find true love?

What do you think?

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face it.

Do you have a personality disorder??

Well here's how you can find out. =P

*CLICK HERE*

So yeah. Here's my results.

Disorder | Rating
Paranoid: Low
Schizoid: Low
Schizotypal: Moderate
Antisocial: Low
Borderline: Low
Histrionic: Low
Narcissistic: Moderate
Avoidant: Low
Dependent: Low
Obsessive-Compulsive: Low

Haha. Maybe I am a little Schizotypal. But Narcissistic?? Hmmmm.

And before you say anything, having a moderate rating is still okay. I do not need to see a psychologist.

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so superficial.

Hands touch, eyes meet
Sudden silence, sudden heat
Hearts leap in a giddy whirl
He could be that boy
But I'm not that girl

Don't dream too far
Don't lose sight of who you are
Don't remember that rush of joy
He could be that boy
I'm not that girl

Ev'ry so often we long to steal
To the land of what-might-have-been
But that doesn't soften the ache we feel
When reality sets back in

Blithe smile, lithe limb
She who's winsome, she wins him
Gold hair with a gentle curl
That's the girl he chose
And Heaven knows
I'm not that girl

Don't wish, don't start
Wishing only wounds the heart
I wasn't born for the rose and the pearl
There's a girl I know
He loves her so
I'm not that girl.

I'm Not That Girl ~ Wicked OST

Me likey this song =D.

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